They mumble, so you strain to decipher the sounds
unaware that these walls could never reveal anything
you don't already know.
You listen to him instead, and then ignore everything
because you prefer not to know.
Is it a joke?
There is no need to overcompensate, although you do,
unsure of the reason, donning the transparent veil of your smile.
You are a seller that became a buyer, although
his price was too high – a luxury you could never really afford.
You'll exhaust your credit
and end up with nothing, again.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Friday, December 21, 2007
Always on mornings like these I wonder
Always on mornings like these I wonder
if the early light of winter days
and the reverberating noises of this city
conspire to shake me from precious slumber.
I study my reflection after
warm morning absolutions
see a wide, dark scar
etched into my skin – it was
if the early light of winter days
and the reverberating noises of this city
conspire to shake me from precious slumber.
I study my reflection after
warm morning absolutions
see a wide, dark scar
etched into my skin – it was
so long ago now it must have been
so painful must have burned, bled
must have throbbed for days...
And yet today, had you asked,
I would hardly have remembered how
it even got there.
so painful must have burned, bled
must have throbbed for days...
And yet today, had you asked,
I would hardly have remembered how
it even got there.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Song of Desire: Heaven and Earth
Origin cast aside long
long ago
he stands
naked as truth, eyes aglow
engorged clouds, scent
of rain, between them space
thronged with cacophonous music
hands meant to touch
mapping out the geography
T h e r e.
Between the heaves of storm,
feel, tongue
meant to taste
meant to taste
mark paths and points
of intense interest
of intense interest
mapping out the geography
on skin; there,
there...
T h e r e.
Between the heaves of storm,
the earth prone and wet with desire, whispers
"More Again Here"
Thursday, August 16, 2007
He inhaled
He inhaled the scent, still fresh on his pillow
Studied his nude body's silhouette shadow on a pale wall
Few would ever know the ease of his labors—the exhaustion of his heart.
He inhaled again, imagining he'd also vanish, as he blew the candle out
Studied his nude body's silhouette shadow on a pale wall
Few would ever know the ease of his labors—the exhaustion of his heart.
He inhaled again, imagining he'd also vanish, as he blew the candle out
Friday, June 15, 2007
Getting up was easy enough
Getting up was easy enough
until I realized I had to move on.
I'd go,
stopping only to mark the miles
with words scribbled with a naked fingertip on
dusty windowpanes, wondering
where everyone else went when they moved on.
Then without realizing it, late
as usual and completely unawares,
I arrived.
until I realized I had to move on.
I'd go,
stopping only to mark the miles
with words scribbled with a naked fingertip on
dusty windowpanes, wondering
where everyone else went when they moved on.
Then without realizing it, late
as usual and completely unawares,
I arrived.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Dubious eyes are at us here
Dubious eyes are at us here
afraid of the dark, or the end
of the party that wandered away
to the next place; searching
like all the others.
Anything is better than nothing,
they nod in agreement,
pretending to move to the music.
It's easier to walk away alone, but
I take your hand, and you hold on
as I lead you to where you'll sleep tonight.
afraid of the dark, or the end
of the party that wandered away
to the next place; searching
like all the others.
Anything is better than nothing,
they nod in agreement,
pretending to move to the music.
It's easier to walk away alone, but
I take your hand, and you hold on
as I lead you to where you'll sleep tonight.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
The city is overtaken by a soothing notion. It falls,
The city is overtaken by a soothing notion. It falls,
like you,
into dreams through which he wanders
among austere columns supporting highways
high
above him; concrete & steel temples
in which he alone worships
at this hour.
In the silence he believes
he hears
the gentle tones of your voice. Then again
as he watches a car's red lights vanish into the distance
a moment before he turns the key.
His bag slips into an indifferent bundle
in the dark
and with his hand poised over the electric switch
everything becomes clear.
I can't lie anymore
In the dark the ticking
of a clock on the wall
is amplified
by each
successive
second
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Phone Call
You heard the familiar ring
that seemed to announce his call,
closed your eyes when you heard his voice
speaking words from
love poems that were never written
A cadence with pauses
as natural as the the silent moments
between the rhythm of a beating heart,
Verses of the freest kind
In which everything
meant I love you I
love you I love
you I love you I love you
I love
you I love you,
as it always has.
Your hands held a cup filled
with warm sweet coffee,
and then in one sip
you drank the afternoon itself.
that seemed to announce his call,
closed your eyes when you heard his voice
speaking words from
love poems that were never written
A cadence with pauses
as natural as the the silent moments
between the rhythm of a beating heart,
Verses of the freest kind
In which everything
meant I love you I
love you I love
you I love you I love you
I love
you I love you,
as it always has.
Your hands held a cup filled
with warm sweet coffee,
and then in one sip
you drank the afternoon itself.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Your kitchen is still life
Your kitchen is still life,
and you stand in it, chewing
a piece of carrot, and smiling
because this is where I thanked you
for having me, and this is where
you replied that you hadn't yet.
* * *
In the morning, before I go out to change
the world, you take a golden apple,
and place it in my hand.
Monday, April 02, 2007
The sounds of rushing cars are rare
The sounds of rushing cars are rare
here as the moonlight shines on me.
Desire's patient knocking at the rickety door
of my heart keeps me awake.
When you asked tonight at our table, in the restaurant,
if I wanted anything else, I lied
and focused instead on the rain outside.
The umbrella created a private sky
under which we walked until
the night became silent, and the train
pulled us apart.
here as the moonlight shines on me.
Desire's patient knocking at the rickety door
of my heart keeps me awake.
When you asked tonight at our table, in the restaurant,
if I wanted anything else, I lied
and focused instead on the rain outside.
The umbrella created a private sky
under which we walked until
the night became silent, and the train
pulled us apart.
Friday, March 30, 2007
Like a glass of water held by an uncertain hand
Like a glass of water held by an uncertain hand
you contained it
that evening as we walked
along the lake and then among the giants
you were quieter.
Your gait was heavy with- perhaps regret, or
exhaustion from the labor of decision
I heard only the sounds of waves,
the pulse of the city, and the language
of your body muttering to itself,
"I must. I will."
When we sat under the terribly cheerful
white fluorescent light,
Hands folded on an inappropriately
bright orange table
you finally revealed it
with a strength I had felt each time
you'd touched me.
I held on to the all the details
in those sad moments;
Black coffee in a cup
Your hand on a napkin, and outside,
Through the windows, darkness.
you contained it
that evening as we walked
along the lake and then among the giants
you were quieter.
Your gait was heavy with- perhaps regret, or
exhaustion from the labor of decision
I heard only the sounds of waves,
the pulse of the city, and the language
of your body muttering to itself,
"I must. I will."
When we sat under the terribly cheerful
white fluorescent light,
Hands folded on an inappropriately
bright orange table
you finally revealed it
with a strength I had felt each time
you'd touched me.
I held on to the all the details
in those sad moments;
Black coffee in a cup
Your hand on a napkin, and outside,
Through the windows, darkness.
You read between the lines
You read between the lines
or around them
without a care without
glancing at the clock, you get up
and go.
Words become sounds
no one will hear,
on these brightly lit streets.
You stop to write
on a dusty windowpane with a finger
and walk on
The air shudders behind you
but when you turn, you see only
your shadow on a red brick wall.
or around them
without a care without
glancing at the clock, you get up
and go.
Words become sounds
no one will hear,
on these brightly lit streets.
You stop to write
on a dusty windowpane with a finger
and walk on
The air shudders behind you
but when you turn, you see only
your shadow on a red brick wall.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
I know you are the one
I know you are the one
because it was written on your palms
in ink which left imprints on
my body last night
and because your kisses were like
two red rose petals softly
caressing my skin, softly speaking
telling me what I never knew;
Desire is a need
over which our bodies have control.
Small green apples, or pears
your two eyes wet with something
like love or happiness,
but real happiness
because we do not need
anyone else for that
not even each other.
because it was written on your palms
in ink which left imprints on
my body last night
and because your kisses were like
two red rose petals softly
caressing my skin, softly speaking
telling me what I never knew;
Desire is a need
over which our bodies have control.
Small green apples, or pears
your two eyes wet with something
like love or happiness,
but real happiness
because we do not need
anyone else for that
not even each other.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
In the soft light of the streetlamp
In the soft light of the streetlamp
which holds a magic it has retained since
the first night
when in that amber light
I beheld your face for
the first time
I stand where no one knows me by name,
and no one desires to know me.
Memories are carried into the darkness
by the smoke of the cigarette that tilts
between my fingers at a 90° angle of elegant mathematics.
Frosted fingers, yes, and the temperature
is negative, yes, or zero,
but it will never be so cold
or cold enough
to keep me from traveling to that place,
where you’ll never again wait for me
under the soft light.
OR
On my corner
the amber of light
from the streetlamp
solid as desire:
the first night I saw you
under it.
I stand beneath the concrete sky—
no one desires to know me there.
Frosted fingers, yes, and the temperature
is negative, yes, or zero:
new thoughts carried into the light
by the smoke from the cigarette that tilts
between my fingers at a 90-degree angle:
nothing is so elegant as its mathematics.
Light travels
the speed of desire
to the corner
where you’ll
never again wait for me
in its soft amber tent.
which holds a magic it has retained since
the first night
when in that amber light
I beheld your face for
the first time
I stand where no one knows me by name,
and no one desires to know me.
Memories are carried into the darkness
by the smoke of the cigarette that tilts
between my fingers at a 90° angle of elegant mathematics.
Frosted fingers, yes, and the temperature
is negative, yes, or zero,
but it will never be so cold
or cold enough
to keep me from traveling to that place,
where you’ll never again wait for me
under the soft light.
OR
On my corner
the amber of light
from the streetlamp
solid as desire:
the first night I saw you
under it.
I stand beneath the concrete sky—
no one desires to know me there.
Frosted fingers, yes, and the temperature
is negative, yes, or zero:
new thoughts carried into the light
by the smoke from the cigarette that tilts
between my fingers at a 90-degree angle:
nothing is so elegant as its mathematics.
Light travels
the speed of desire
to the corner
where you’ll
never again wait for me
in its soft amber tent.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
In a small white box
In a small white box,
inside blue envelopes
that are never opened,
he keeps his memories.
On his table burns a yellow candle,
and in his hand is a black pen,
with which he writes a name
over and over.
He never sleeps
when everyone else sleeps,
although the fear of nightmares
is long gone.
He doesn't dream at all anymore
because all his actions have purpose
and he does not wish for things
he cannot have.
When he wakes up
he's happy.
inside blue envelopes
that are never opened,
he keeps his memories.
On his table burns a yellow candle,
and in his hand is a black pen,
with which he writes a name
over and over.
He never sleeps
when everyone else sleeps,
although the fear of nightmares
is long gone.
He doesn't dream at all anymore
because all his actions have purpose
and he does not wish for things
he cannot have.
When he wakes up
he's happy.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Each day is like a friend
Each day is like a friend
with the most perfectly kept secret
ready to tell it at any moment,
or when you'd least expect it.
She revealed it to me
as I stepped out this morning,
and as my warmth strained to become cold,
like the air outside my door.
You never really know, no matter how much you plan.
It was the best surprise of all;
a bright red sunrise morning sky,
a shimmering city, and a moment
of pure beauty.
with the most perfectly kept secret
ready to tell it at any moment,
or when you'd least expect it.
She revealed it to me
as I stepped out this morning,
and as my warmth strained to become cold,
like the air outside my door.
You never really know, no matter how much you plan.
It was the best surprise of all;
a bright red sunrise morning sky,
a shimmering city, and a moment
of pure beauty.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
I have no eyes anymore and as usual
I have no eyes anymore and as usual
I step out on my own. I believe I can still see colors
and faceless strangers like Petals
on a wet black bough
I see the red red
red of a leaf
on a tree, hanging, dying,
Man's conscience is the best
mnemonic device.
Sleight of hand, Blink
of an eye, Piece
of half-eaten cake...
You didn't suffer, didn't even
know.
The blood was smeared all over me
that evening, and your empty space
expanded, surrounded me
until I realized you weren't dead.
I never saw the sunrise after that.
Now sightless, in this half-life,
I sometimes strain to see my reflection
in a mirror;
The features I almost see, I swear,
are of your face.
I step out on my own. I believe I can still see colors
and faceless strangers like Petals
on a wet black bough
I see the red red
red of a leaf
on a tree, hanging, dying,
Man's conscience is the best
mnemonic device.
Sleight of hand, Blink
of an eye, Piece
of half-eaten cake...
You didn't suffer, didn't even
know.
The blood was smeared all over me
that evening, and your empty space
expanded, surrounded me
until I realized you weren't dead.
I never saw the sunrise after that.
Now sightless, in this half-life,
I sometimes strain to see my reflection
in a mirror;
The features I almost see, I swear,
are of your face.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
In Memoriam or On The Repatriation Of A Dear Friend
We sit down to eat, in the absence of our friend.
This meal becomes more
than just nourishment.
We use the spices he used; they flavor
our lives, and his old apartment, in which we now sit,
is suffused with their aromas.
I look around
and recall the chaotic state it was in,
when he was forced to go. The tiles
on the walls, then gritty and opaque,
now shine, and reflect our faces.
I say to my friend, “It’s almost as if,
he was never here. . . .”
But in the reflections, we see him too,
in the dawn’s early light, eating
a hearty meal, all of us, tired
but not yet ready to rest
our minds, racing, and our bodies,
tense with potential, wanting
to experience more of all this,
not wanting it ever to end. . . .
“That was so much fun,
wasn’t it?”
Neither of us lifts our forks. Our food
begins to get cold. The water in our glasses
is still.
That was so much fun.
We don’t look at each other. Instead, we face
the open door, see the vast sky, the shimmering city
he loved so much.
It’s almost mystical, but we resolve,
in silence, to savor this
delicacy; our lives!
This meal becomes more
than just nourishment.
We use the spices he used; they flavor
our lives, and his old apartment, in which we now sit,
is suffused with their aromas.
I look around
and recall the chaotic state it was in,
when he was forced to go. The tiles
on the walls, then gritty and opaque,
now shine, and reflect our faces.
I say to my friend, “It’s almost as if,
he was never here. . . .”
But in the reflections, we see him too,
in the dawn’s early light, eating
a hearty meal, all of us, tired
but not yet ready to rest
our minds, racing, and our bodies,
tense with potential, wanting
to experience more of all this,
not wanting it ever to end. . . .
“That was so much fun,
wasn’t it?”
Neither of us lifts our forks. Our food
begins to get cold. The water in our glasses
is still.
That was so much fun.
We don’t look at each other. Instead, we face
the open door, see the vast sky, the shimmering city
he loved so much.
It’s almost mystical, but we resolve,
in silence, to savor this
delicacy; our lives!
Monday, January 09, 2006
WE’RE ALONE IN EVERY ROOM
It was fun—
after lunch, after you left—
to be alone with the cosmos,
the porcelain, the prints,
& dusk coming on:
I had gone to the Asian exhibit—
the small dark room w/the pillars—
my favorite spot in the whole world.
We’re alone in every room
with the struggle to abide.
We always leave
another footprint
even after taking the last step.
Did you understand
your cup of tea—
hold on—it won’t be long:
the world itself
is lovely: say it.
Say it.
Did you see it coming.
What did you do
when you saw it coming.
Step outside to believe—
if it wasn’t so easy,
nobody would do it.
By Richard Fox
after lunch, after you left—
to be alone with the cosmos,
the porcelain, the prints,
& dusk coming on:
I had gone to the Asian exhibit—
the small dark room w/the pillars—
my favorite spot in the whole world.
We’re alone in every room
with the struggle to abide.
We always leave
another footprint
even after taking the last step.
Did you understand
your cup of tea—
hold on—it won’t be long:
the world itself
is lovely: say it.
Say it.
Did you see it coming.
What did you do
when you saw it coming.
Step outside to believe—
if it wasn’t so easy,
nobody would do it.
By Richard Fox
Friday, December 16, 2005
Lies, by Yevgeny Yevtushenko
Telling lies to the young is wrong.
Proving to them that lies are true is wrong.
Telling them that God's in his heaven
and all's well with the world is wrong.
The young know what you mean. The young are people.
Tell them the difficulties can't be counted,
and let them see not only what will be
but see with clarity these present times.
Say obstacles exist they must encounter
Sorrow happens, hardship happens.
The hell with it. Who never knew
the price of happiness will not be happy.
Forgive no error you recognize,
it will repeat itself, increase,
and afterwards our pupils
will not forgive in us what we forgave.
Proving to them that lies are true is wrong.
Telling them that God's in his heaven
and all's well with the world is wrong.
The young know what you mean. The young are people.
Tell them the difficulties can't be counted,
and let them see not only what will be
but see with clarity these present times.
Say obstacles exist they must encounter
Sorrow happens, hardship happens.
The hell with it. Who never knew
the price of happiness will not be happy.
Forgive no error you recognize,
it will repeat itself, increase,
and afterwards our pupils
will not forgive in us what we forgave.
Friday, December 02, 2005
The Promotion, by James Tate
I was a dog in my former life, a very good
dog, and, thus, I was promoted to a human being.
I liked being a dog. I worked for a poor farmer,
guarding and herding his sheep. Wolves and coyotes
tried to get past me almost every night, and not
once did I loose a sheep. The farmer rewarded me
with good food, food from his table. He may have
been poor, but he ate well. And his children
played with me, when they weren't in school or
working in the field. I had all the love any dog
could hope for. When I got old, they got a new
dog, and I trained him in the tricks of the trade.
He quickly learned, and the farmer bought me into
the house to live with the family. I brought the farmer
his slippers in the morning, as he was getting
old, too. I was dying slowly, a little bit at a
time. The farmer knew this and would bring the
new dog in to visit me from time to time. The
new dog would entertain me with his flips and
flops and nuzzles. And then one morning I just
didn't get up. They gave me a fine burial down
by the stream under a shade tree. That was the
end of my being a dog. Sometimes I miss it so
I sit by my window and cry. I live in a high-rise
that looks out at a bunch of other high-rises.
At my job I work in a cubicle and barely speak
to anyone all day. The human wolves don't even see me.
They fear me not.
dog, and, thus, I was promoted to a human being.
I liked being a dog. I worked for a poor farmer,
guarding and herding his sheep. Wolves and coyotes
tried to get past me almost every night, and not
once did I loose a sheep. The farmer rewarded me
with good food, food from his table. He may have
been poor, but he ate well. And his children
played with me, when they weren't in school or
working in the field. I had all the love any dog
could hope for. When I got old, they got a new
dog, and I trained him in the tricks of the trade.
He quickly learned, and the farmer bought me into
the house to live with the family. I brought the farmer
his slippers in the morning, as he was getting
old, too. I was dying slowly, a little bit at a
time. The farmer knew this and would bring the
new dog in to visit me from time to time. The
new dog would entertain me with his flips and
flops and nuzzles. And then one morning I just
didn't get up. They gave me a fine burial down
by the stream under a shade tree. That was the
end of my being a dog. Sometimes I miss it so
I sit by my window and cry. I live in a high-rise
that looks out at a bunch of other high-rises.
At my job I work in a cubicle and barely speak
to anyone all day. The human wolves don't even see me.
They fear me not.
To Myself, by W.S. Merwin
Even when I forget you
I go on looking for you
I believe I would know you
I keep remembering you
sometimes long ago but then
other times I am sure you
were here for a moment before
and the air is still alive
around where you were and I
think then I can recognize
you who are always the same
who pretend to be time but
you are not time and who speak
in the words but you are not
what they say you who are not
lost when I do not find you
I go on looking for you
I believe I would know you
I keep remembering you
sometimes long ago but then
other times I am sure you
were here for a moment before
and the air is still alive
around where you were and I
think then I can recognize
you who are always the same
who pretend to be time but
you are not time and who speak
in the words but you are not
what they say you who are not
lost when I do not find you
To Waiting, by W.S. Merwin
You spend so much of your time
expecting to become
someone else
always someone
who will be different
someone to whom a moment
whatever it may be
at last has come
and who has been
met and transformed
into no longer being you
and so has forgotten you
meanwhile in your life
you hardly notice
the world around you
lights changing
sirens dying along the buildings
your eyes intent
on a sight you do not see yet
not yet there
as long as you
are only yourself
with whom as you
recall you were
never happy
to be left alone for long
expecting to become
someone else
always someone
who will be different
someone to whom a moment
whatever it may be
at last has come
and who has been
met and transformed
into no longer being you
and so has forgotten you
meanwhile in your life
you hardly notice
the world around you
lights changing
sirens dying along the buildings
your eyes intent
on a sight you do not see yet
not yet there
as long as you
are only yourself
with whom as you
recall you were
never happy
to be left alone for long
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Juniper-Linden (original version of You Are Late of Autumn) by Richard Fox
There you are--
late of autumn, reader of books
and one after my own heart--
a penny for your thought.
The world will trend
the way it will--under linden
under juniper--I'll always
think of you as I pretend
to eat the living air or pull
an origami swan out of nowhere
or out of someone's ear.
late of autumn, reader of books
and one after my own heart--
a penny for your thought.
The world will trend
the way it will--under linden
under juniper--I'll always
think of you as I pretend
to eat the living air or pull
an origami swan out of nowhere
or out of someone's ear.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
From one so worldly, by Curtis Tuckey
-
From one so worldly,
wondering,
what it is we would,
I worry we won't
remember
that we didn't when we could.
Written Summer 2003
From one so worldly,
wondering,
what it is we would,
I worry we won't
remember
that we didn't when we could.
Written Summer 2003
With Nothing Left
WIth nothing left
to see, to hear, to taste. . .
no work left to be done
the party --day-- is over.
Your body's weary, tired.
And as you're blinking, blinking. . .
each time they stay closed longer.
And time is slipping, slipping. . .
the lights-- you turn them off.
You lie your head down on the pillow
and let your thoughts rise to the sky
where they meet mine and mingle, mingle. . .
among the clouds
in the night sky.
Written 2-14-03
to see, to hear, to taste. . .
no work left to be done
the party --day-- is over.
Your body's weary, tired.
And as you're blinking, blinking. . .
each time they stay closed longer.
And time is slipping, slipping. . .
the lights-- you turn them off.
You lie your head down on the pillow
and let your thoughts rise to the sky
where they meet mine and mingle, mingle. . .
among the clouds
in the night sky.
Written 2-14-03
The Expulsion, by Katha Pollitt
Adam was happy--now he had someone to blame
for everything--shipwrecks, Troy,
the gray face in the mirror.
Eve was happy: now he would always need her.
She walked on boldly, swaying her beautiful hips.
The serpent admired his emerald coat,
the Angel burst into flames
(he'd never approved of them, and he was right).
Even God was secretly pleased: Let
History Begin!
The dog had no regrets, trotting by Adam's side
self-importantly, glad to be rid
of the lion, the toad, the basilisk, the white-footed mouse,
who were alse happy and forgot their names immediately.
Only the Tree of Knowledge stood forlorn,
its small hard bitter crab apples
glinting high up, in a twilight of black leaves:
how pleasant it had been, how unexpected
to have been, however briefly,
the center of attention.
for everything--shipwrecks, Troy,
the gray face in the mirror.
Eve was happy: now he would always need her.
She walked on boldly, swaying her beautiful hips.
The serpent admired his emerald coat,
the Angel burst into flames
(he'd never approved of them, and he was right).
Even God was secretly pleased: Let
History Begin!
The dog had no regrets, trotting by Adam's side
self-importantly, glad to be rid
of the lion, the toad, the basilisk, the white-footed mouse,
who were alse happy and forgot their names immediately.
Only the Tree of Knowledge stood forlorn,
its small hard bitter crab apples
glinting high up, in a twilight of black leaves:
how pleasant it had been, how unexpected
to have been, however briefly,
the center of attention.
The Truth, by Philip Shultz
You can hide it like a signature
or birthmark but it's always there
in the greasy light of your dreams,
the knots your body makes at night,
the sad innuendos of your eyes,
whispering insidious asides in every
room you cannot remain inside. It's
there in the unquiet ideas that drag and
plead one lonely argument at a time,
and those who own a little are contrite
and fearful of those who own too much,
but owning none takes up your life.
It cannot be replaced with a house or a car,
a husband or wife, but can be ignored,
denied, and betrayed, until the last day,
when you pass yourself on the street
and recognize the agreeable life you
were afraid to lead, and turn away.
or birthmark but it's always there
in the greasy light of your dreams,
the knots your body makes at night,
the sad innuendos of your eyes,
whispering insidious asides in every
room you cannot remain inside. It's
there in the unquiet ideas that drag and
plead one lonely argument at a time,
and those who own a little are contrite
and fearful of those who own too much,
but owning none takes up your life.
It cannot be replaced with a house or a car,
a husband or wife, but can be ignored,
denied, and betrayed, until the last day,
when you pass yourself on the street
and recognize the agreeable life you
were afraid to lead, and turn away.
The Word "I", by Franz Wright
Harder to breathe
near the summit, and harder
to remember
where you came from,
why you came
Winter's
harder, and harder to say
the word "I"
with a straight face,
and sleep--
who can sleep. Who has time
to prepare for the big day
when he will be required
to say goodbye to everyone, including
the aforementioned pronoun, relinquish
all earthly attachment
completely, and witness
the end of the world--
harder in other words
not to love it
not to love it so much
near the summit, and harder
to remember
where you came from,
why you came
Winter's
harder, and harder to say
the word "I"
with a straight face,
and sleep--
who can sleep. Who has time
to prepare for the big day
when he will be required
to say goodbye to everyone, including
the aforementioned pronoun, relinquish
all earthly attachment
completely, and witness
the end of the world--
harder in other words
not to love it
not to love it so much
Do not stand at my grave and weep, by Mary Frye (1932)
Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not
sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glint on
snow.
I am the sun ripened grain. I am the soothing gentle
rain.
When you awake in morning hush, I am the swift uplifting
rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the stars that shine at
night.
DO not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there. I did not
die.
sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glint on
snow.
I am the sun ripened grain. I am the soothing gentle
rain.
When you awake in morning hush, I am the swift uplifting
rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the stars that shine at
night.
DO not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there. I did not
die.
Breakfast Song by Elizabeth Bishop
My love, my saving grace,
your eyes are awfully blue.
I kiss your funny face,
your coffee-flavored mouth.
Last night I slept with you.
Today I love you so
how can I bear to go
(as soon I must, I know)
to bed with ugly death
in that cold, filthy place,
to sleep there without you,
without the easy breath
and nightlong, limblong warmth
I've grown accustomed to?
--Nobody wants to die;
tell me it is a lie!
But no, I know it's true.
It's just the common case;
there's nothing one can do.
My love, my saving grace,
your eyes are awfully blue
early and instant blue.
your eyes are awfully blue.
I kiss your funny face,
your coffee-flavored mouth.
Last night I slept with you.
Today I love you so
how can I bear to go
(as soon I must, I know)
to bed with ugly death
in that cold, filthy place,
to sleep there without you,
without the easy breath
and nightlong, limblong warmth
I've grown accustomed to?
--Nobody wants to die;
tell me it is a lie!
But no, I know it's true.
It's just the common case;
there's nothing one can do.
My love, my saving grace,
your eyes are awfully blue
early and instant blue.
Monday, November 14, 2005
Colours by Yevgeny Yevtushenko
When your face
appeared over my crumpled life
at first I understood
only the poverty of what I have.
Then its particular light
on woods, on rivers, on the sea,
became my beginning in the coloured world
in which I had not yet had my beginning.
I am so frightened, I am so frightened,
of the unexpected sunrise finishing,
of revelations
and tears and the excitement finishing.
I don't fight it, my love is this fear,
I nourish it who can nourish nothing,
love's slipshod watchman.
Fear hems me in.
I am conscious that these minutes are short
and that the colours in my eyes will vanish
when your face sets.
[For my beloved, Pooty.]
appeared over my crumpled life
at first I understood
only the poverty of what I have.
Then its particular light
on woods, on rivers, on the sea,
became my beginning in the coloured world
in which I had not yet had my beginning.
I am so frightened, I am so frightened,
of the unexpected sunrise finishing,
of revelations
and tears and the excitement finishing.
I don't fight it, my love is this fear,
I nourish it who can nourish nothing,
love's slipshod watchman.
Fear hems me in.
I am conscious that these minutes are short
and that the colours in my eyes will vanish
when your face sets.
[For my beloved, Pooty.]
Thursday, November 03, 2005
It Is Not the Fact That I Will Die That I Mind
but that no one will love as I did
the oak tree out my boyhood window,
the mother who set herself
so stubbornly against life,
the sister with her serious frown
and her wish for someone at her side,
the father with his dreamy gaze
and his left hand idly buried
in the fur of his dog.
And the dog herself,
that mournful look and huge appetite,
her need for absolute stillness
in the presence of a bird.
I know how each of them looks
when asleep. And I know how it feels
to fall asleep among them.
No one knows that but me,
No one knows how to love the way I do.
--by Jim Moore
the oak tree out my boyhood window,
the mother who set herself
so stubbornly against life,
the sister with her serious frown
and her wish for someone at her side,
the father with his dreamy gaze
and his left hand idly buried
in the fur of his dog.
And the dog herself,
that mournful look and huge appetite,
her need for absolute stillness
in the presence of a bird.
I know how each of them looks
when asleep. And I know how it feels
to fall asleep among them.
No one knows that but me,
No one knows how to love the way I do.
--by Jim Moore
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
To The Poet
He still listens to the songs, yes,
the ones you put together so meticulously.
He listens to them at night, sometimes, and sometimes
he imagines how you must have pored through each one,
"This one won't do, no. This one, maybe."
The morsels of delicious words you concocted, as well,
will always nourish him, but not just him,
not anymore.
Whenever he takes a thoughtful stab with his own fingers,
he thinks of you. The mechanics are the same,
"This one won't do, no. This one, maybe," and sometimes,
for just a second, his hands become completely numb.
the ones you put together so meticulously.
He listens to them at night, sometimes, and sometimes
he imagines how you must have pored through each one,
"This one won't do, no. This one, maybe."
The morsels of delicious words you concocted, as well,
will always nourish him, but not just him,
not anymore.
Whenever he takes a thoughtful stab with his own fingers,
he thinks of you. The mechanics are the same,
"This one won't do, no. This one, maybe," and sometimes,
for just a second, his hands become completely numb.
Friday, October 07, 2005
From Endgame, by Samuel Beckett
“What is it, my pet? Time for love?”
(Nell, to Nagg, after Nagg has just rapped on her trash lid.)
(Nell, to Nagg, after Nagg has just rapped on her trash lid.)
Monday, October 03, 2005
To a Stranger By Walt Whitman, from Leaves of Grass
PASSING stranger! You do not know how longingly I look upon you,
You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, (it comes to me, as of a dream,)
I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall’d as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me, were a boy with me, or a girl with me,
I ate with you, and slept with you—your body has become not yours only, nor left my body mine only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass—you take of my beard, breast, hands, in return,
I am not to speak to you—I am to think of you when I sit alone, or wake at night alone,
I am to wait—I do not doubt I am to meet you again,
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.
You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, (it comes to me, as of a dream,)
I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall’d as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me, were a boy with me, or a girl with me,
I ate with you, and slept with you—your body has become not yours only, nor left my body mine only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass—you take of my beard, breast, hands, in return,
I am not to speak to you—I am to think of you when I sit alone, or wake at night alone,
I am to wait—I do not doubt I am to meet you again,
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
It's not in the listening to the absurdities
-
It's not in the listening to the absurdities
that spill out of your mouth, like milk
from a feeding infant's
nor in the sitting, eating, sleeping
together, as if we were brothers,
that I've come to understand
Honestly, I couldn't tell you how it is that
I know your emptiness, perhaps
we were brothers once, although now,
that seems impossible.
Forgive me if I ever have, I don't
pity you. That emptiness isn't real. It's clear
when you exhale on a cold fall night
and pause to admire the billowing clouds of warmth
In those nebulous formations (I know you see the same
as I do) your life; welling up from within
It's not in the listening to the absurdities
that spill out of your mouth, like milk
from a feeding infant's
nor in the sitting, eating, sleeping
together, as if we were brothers,
that I've come to understand
Honestly, I couldn't tell you how it is that
I know your emptiness, perhaps
we were brothers once, although now,
that seems impossible.
Forgive me if I ever have, I don't
pity you. That emptiness isn't real. It's clear
when you exhale on a cold fall night
and pause to admire the billowing clouds of warmth
In those nebulous formations (I know you see the same
as I do) your life; welling up from within
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Its façade cold solid silent stone,
-
Its façade cold solid silent stone,
its windows, small and always heavily draped.
This kind of edifice was
well put together, of course,
Of course, no one would say different.
In such places things are private and secure, people,
behind their walls, never receiving guests, no no, but only
venturing out sometimes because, oh,
there is much too much to hide in a place like this
yes, much too much to hide.
Its façade cold solid silent stone,
its windows, small and always heavily draped.
This kind of edifice was
well put together, of course,
Of course, no one would say different.
In such places things are private and secure, people,
behind their walls, never receiving guests, no no, but only
venturing out sometimes because, oh,
there is much too much to hide in a place like this
yes, much too much to hide.
Monday, September 05, 2005
Yes Yes anyone would say
Yes Yes anyone would say
I was crazy to leave when I did,
as I did, in that way.
No No I was not happy anymore
I was not happy and I could not
tell you. I can't remember why anymore.
Yes Yes I should have said something
I should have said anything. It would have
been better than leaving like that.
No No I couldn't tell you what
went through my head that day, no,
there was never a reason, or I've forgotten it.
I was crazy to leave when I did,
as I did, in that way.
No No I was not happy anymore
I was not happy and I could not
tell you. I can't remember why anymore.
Yes Yes I should have said something
I should have said anything. It would have
been better than leaving like that.
No No I couldn't tell you what
went through my head that day, no,
there was never a reason, or I've forgotten it.
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Jokes aside by JAC (click here)
Jokes aside,
Between us
Silence
Sunk inside,
Between us
War
For friendship's sake,
This isolation
But truth be told
Between us
More.
Between us
Silence
Sunk inside,
Between us
War
For friendship's sake,
This isolation
But truth be told
Between us
More.
Monday, August 29, 2005
The Great Figure by William Carlos Williams
Among the rain
and lights
I saw the figure 5
in gold
on a red
firetruck
moving
tense
unheeded
to gong clangs
siren howls
and wheels rumbling
through the dark city.
and lights
I saw the figure 5
in gold
on a red
firetruck
moving
tense
unheeded
to gong clangs
siren howls
and wheels rumbling
through the dark city.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
2 poems by Edgar De La Piedra
|| UNTITLED ||
En el rincón que me ves
llorando-- alli mi vida se esconde.
Quando ya no esté
mi rincón se convertira,
poco a poco,
en Tú rincón
de lagrimas.
:: English Translation ::
The corner in which I stand,
as you watch me crying-- my life
is hidden there.
When I am gone, my corner will become,
bit by bit, your corner
of tears
|| UNTITLED ||
Si me acompañas
Seras mi Tierra
Si me dejas
Sere tu Luna
:: English Translation ::
As my companion
You are my Earth
If we’re apart
I'll be your Moon
Written by Edgar De La Piedra 6-18-04
Translated by me
En el rincón que me ves
llorando-- alli mi vida se esconde.
Quando ya no esté
mi rincón se convertira,
poco a poco,
en Tú rincón
de lagrimas.
:: English Translation ::
The corner in which I stand,
as you watch me crying-- my life
is hidden there.
When I am gone, my corner will become,
bit by bit, your corner
of tears
|| UNTITLED ||
Si me acompañas
Seras mi Tierra
Si me dejas
Sere tu Luna
:: English Translation ::
As my companion
You are my Earth
If we’re apart
I'll be your Moon
Written by Edgar De La Piedra 6-18-04
Translated by me
Thursday, August 11, 2005
sugarcoated
It took a moment to go down,
with an awful burning.
"That means it's working," he thought. "Killing
off the bad. . ."
The pain was the only sacrifice,
but not really,
not in this case.
It's only the initial taste
he would later complain about
saying, "The bitter truth
is better taken
with a bit of sugar."
with an awful burning.
"That means it's working," he thought. "Killing
off the bad. . ."
The pain was the only sacrifice,
but not really,
not in this case.
It's only the initial taste
he would later complain about
saying, "The bitter truth
is better taken
with a bit of sugar."
Monday, August 08, 2005
Lady Lazarus by Sylvia Plath
I have done it again.
One year in every ten
I manage it--
A sort of walking miracle, my skin
Bright as a Nazi lampshade,
My right foot
A paperweight,
My face featureless, fine
Jew linen.
Peel off the napkin
O my enemy.
Do I terrify?--
The nose, the eye pits, the full set of teeth?
The sour breath
Will vanish in a day.
Soon, soon the flesh
The grave cave ate will be
At home on me
And I a smiling woman.
I am only thirty.
And like the cat I have nine times to die.
This is Number Three.
What a trash
To annihilate each decade.
What a million filaments.
The peanut-crunching crowd
Shoves in to see
Them unwrap me hand and foot--
The big strip tease.
Gentlemen, ladies
These are my hands
My knees.
I may be skin and bone,
Nevertheless, I am the same, identical woman.
The first time it happened I was ten.
It was an accident.
The second time I meant
To last it out and not come back at all.
I rocked shut
As a seashell.
They had to call and call
And pick the worms off me like sticky pearls.
Dying
Is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.
I do it so it feels like hell.
I do it so it feels real.
I guess you could say I've a call.
It's easy enough to do it in a cell.
It's easy enough to do it and stay put.
It's the theatrical
Comeback in broad day
To the same place, the same face, the same brute
Amused shout:
'A miracle!'
That knocks me out.
There is a charge
For the eyeing of my scars, there is a charge
For the hearing of my heart--
It really goes.
And there is a charge, a very large charge
For a word or a touch
Or a bit of blood
Or a piece of my hair or my clothes.
So, so, Herr Doktor.
So, Herr Enemy.
I am your opus,
I am your valuable,
The pure gold baby
That melts to a shriek.
I turn and burn.
Do not think I underestimate your great concern.
Ash, ash--
You poke and stir.
Flesh, bone, there is nothing there--
A cake of soap,
A wedding ring,
A gold filling.
Herr god, Herr Lucifer
Beware
Beware.
Out of the ash
I rise with my red hair
And I eat men like air.
23-29 October 1962
One year in every ten
I manage it--
A sort of walking miracle, my skin
Bright as a Nazi lampshade,
My right foot
A paperweight,
My face featureless, fine
Jew linen.
Peel off the napkin
O my enemy.
Do I terrify?--
The nose, the eye pits, the full set of teeth?
The sour breath
Will vanish in a day.
Soon, soon the flesh
The grave cave ate will be
At home on me
And I a smiling woman.
I am only thirty.
And like the cat I have nine times to die.
This is Number Three.
What a trash
To annihilate each decade.
What a million filaments.
The peanut-crunching crowd
Shoves in to see
Them unwrap me hand and foot--
The big strip tease.
Gentlemen, ladies
These are my hands
My knees.
I may be skin and bone,
Nevertheless, I am the same, identical woman.
The first time it happened I was ten.
It was an accident.
The second time I meant
To last it out and not come back at all.
I rocked shut
As a seashell.
They had to call and call
And pick the worms off me like sticky pearls.
Dying
Is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.
I do it so it feels like hell.
I do it so it feels real.
I guess you could say I've a call.
It's easy enough to do it in a cell.
It's easy enough to do it and stay put.
It's the theatrical
Comeback in broad day
To the same place, the same face, the same brute
Amused shout:
'A miracle!'
That knocks me out.
There is a charge
For the eyeing of my scars, there is a charge
For the hearing of my heart--
It really goes.
And there is a charge, a very large charge
For a word or a touch
Or a bit of blood
Or a piece of my hair or my clothes.
So, so, Herr Doktor.
So, Herr Enemy.
I am your opus,
I am your valuable,
The pure gold baby
That melts to a shriek.
I turn and burn.
Do not think I underestimate your great concern.
Ash, ash--
You poke and stir.
Flesh, bone, there is nothing there--
A cake of soap,
A wedding ring,
A gold filling.
Herr god, Herr Lucifer
Beware
Beware.
Out of the ash
I rise with my red hair
And I eat men like air.
23-29 October 1962
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Because the hole, by Richard Fox
-
Because the hole
left by the stone
in my halved avocado was smooth
& undamaged & perfectly round
I could ignore fashion
& step out on my own. I would ape
neither image nor text as I had before:
would be the very best of friends
my own best man:
no dog
no boy
no love
no moon
Because the hole
left by the stone
in my halved avocado was smooth
& undamaged & perfectly round
I could ignore fashion
& step out on my own. I would ape
neither image nor text as I had before:
would be the very best of friends
my own best man:
no dog
no boy
no love
no moon
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Thirst
I turn the handle and wait
as the water fills my cup.
It's early morning-- most probably you
are asleep. I hear the birds wake
with their chirps, their songs. The sky
is just beginning to turn the color of twilight.
Does it matter to me
if someone else is in your bed with his
arms wrapped around you
the way mine would?
I ponder that as my glass fills, as
I look through the window up
at the sky...
The clouds are big and gray, so it looks
like rain and suddenly,
it's not water I want.
as the water fills my cup.
It's early morning-- most probably you
are asleep. I hear the birds wake
with their chirps, their songs. The sky
is just beginning to turn the color of twilight.
Does it matter to me
if someone else is in your bed with his
arms wrapped around you
the way mine would?
I ponder that as my glass fills, as
I look through the window up
at the sky...
The clouds are big and gray, so it looks
like rain and suddenly,
it's not water I want.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
The Listener, by Billy Collins, from Nine Horses
I cannot see you a thousand miles from here,
but I can hear you
whenever you cough in your bedroom
or when you set down
your wineglass on a granite counter.
This afternoon
I even heard scissors moving
at the tips of your hair
and the dark snips falling
onto a marble floor.
I keep the jazz
on the radio turned off.
I walk across the floor softly,
eyes closed,
the windows in the house shut tight.
I hear a motor on the road in front,
a plane humming overhead,
someone hammering,
then there is nothing
but the white stone building of silence.
You must be asleep
for it to be this quiet,
so I will sit and wait
for the rustle of your blanket
or noise from your dream.
Meanwhile, I will listen to the ant beating
a dead comrade
across these floorboards---
the noble sounds
of his tread and his low keening.
but I can hear you
whenever you cough in your bedroom
or when you set down
your wineglass on a granite counter.
This afternoon
I even heard scissors moving
at the tips of your hair
and the dark snips falling
onto a marble floor.
I keep the jazz
on the radio turned off.
I walk across the floor softly,
eyes closed,
the windows in the house shut tight.
I hear a motor on the road in front,
a plane humming overhead,
someone hammering,
then there is nothing
but the white stone building of silence.
You must be asleep
for it to be this quiet,
so I will sit and wait
for the rustle of your blanket
or noise from your dream.
Meanwhile, I will listen to the ant beating
a dead comrade
across these floorboards---
the noble sounds
of his tread and his low keening.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Desire, Desire, Desire...
-
I see you at the train station—
figment—
with our lives dragging behind you
all that time— spent
but it's not you in
black pants—
the way you'd wear yours, a
coat—
like I imagine you'd wear now
--Written December 05, 2004 (revised 8-20-05)
[Rewrite]
I see your figment at the train station
with our lives dragging behind
black pants like yours;
coat like one you'd wear now
but it's only me in a strange wanting,
no stranger to a stranger wanting.
--[Rewritten] December 24, 2004
--------------------
I am nutritious
Eat me
Digest me
Let my flesh
Feed yours
Let me satisfy you
Your body will
Decompose me
I'll feed your cells
I'll give your heart
Generous pulse
I'll flow through your veins
In your blood
Let me become so much
of you
Let me...
--Written July 18, 2004
--------------------
So many unsent letters
And unsaid words
I dont want to bother you
I want to leave you alone
And I can
But really
I am dying to be with you again!
--Written June18, 2004
I see you at the train station—
figment—
with our lives dragging behind you
all that time— spent
but it's not you in
black pants—
the way you'd wear yours, a
coat—
like I imagine you'd wear now
--Written December 05, 2004 (revised 8-20-05)
[Rewrite]
I see your figment at the train station
with our lives dragging behind
black pants like yours;
coat like one you'd wear now
but it's only me in a strange wanting,
no stranger to a stranger wanting.
--[Rewritten] December 24, 2004
--------------------
I am nutritious
Eat me
Digest me
Let my flesh
Feed yours
Let me satisfy you
Your body will
Decompose me
I'll feed your cells
I'll give your heart
Generous pulse
I'll flow through your veins
In your blood
Let me become so much
of you
Let me...
--Written July 18, 2004
--------------------
So many unsent letters
And unsaid words
I dont want to bother you
I want to leave you alone
And I can
But really
I am dying to be with you again!
--Written June18, 2004
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Sculpt me out of a small block of marble
-
Sculpt me out of a small block of marble
for my face a song
my torso
carved undone, chipped...
for my arms two poems
and for my legs and feet
I'd like blades
of grass
--Written December 16,2004
Sculpt me out of a small block of marble
for my face a song
my torso
carved undone, chipped...
for my arms two poems
and for my legs and feet
I'd like blades
of grass
--Written December 16,2004
I watched the sunset from my office window.
-
I watched the sunset from my office window.
Up here, far away
from two lives down there
the one I have
and the one I want
I see the city, a running pattern
of broken amber dots
on a black plane
stretching over the
slowly darkening horizon.
Written---November 6, 2004
I watched the sunset from my office window.
Up here, far away
from two lives down there
the one I have
and the one I want
I see the city, a running pattern
of broken amber dots
on a black plane
stretching over the
slowly darkening horizon.
Written---November 6, 2004
Last night
-
Last night
I felt your breath on my neck.
I put on my clothes and shoes;
left a note
taped to the door.
I left you.
At home the sun
was being filtered through the linen curtain
of my bedroom window.
Unbuttoned, unzipped, unclothed
I sank into my bed.
I smelled of you
and of too much to drink
--Written June 26, 2004
Last night
I felt your breath on my neck.
I put on my clothes and shoes;
left a note
taped to the door.
I left you.
At home the sun
was being filtered through the linen curtain
of my bedroom window.
Unbuttoned, unzipped, unclothed
I sank into my bed.
I smelled of you
and of too much to drink
--Written June 26, 2004
This morning
-
This morning
I opened my eyes
and saw you lying next to me.
Each eye resting behind
a thin layer of flesh.
The sound of your breathing...
before you woke up.
--Written October 2003
This morning
I opened my eyes
and saw you lying next to me.
Each eye resting behind
a thin layer of flesh.
The sound of your breathing...
before you woke up.
--Written October 2003
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Touch Me - By Stanley Kunitz
Summer is late, my heart.
Words plucked out of the air
some forty years ago
when I was wild with love
and torn almost in two
scatter like leaves this night
of whistling wind and rain.
It is my heart that's late,
it is my song that's flown.
Outdoors all afternoon
under a gunmetal sky
staking my garden down,
I kneeled to the crickets trilling
underfoot as if about
to burst from their crusty shells;
and like a child again
marveled to hear so clear
and brave a music pour
from such a small machine.
What makes the engine go?
Desire, desire, desire.
The longing for the dance
stirs in the buried life.
One season only,
______________and it's done.
So let the battered old willow
thrash against the windowpanes
and the house timbers creak.
Darling, do you remember
the man you married? Touch me,
remind me who I am.
Words plucked out of the air
some forty years ago
when I was wild with love
and torn almost in two
scatter like leaves this night
of whistling wind and rain.
It is my heart that's late,
it is my song that's flown.
Outdoors all afternoon
under a gunmetal sky
staking my garden down,
I kneeled to the crickets trilling
underfoot as if about
to burst from their crusty shells;
and like a child again
marveled to hear so clear
and brave a music pour
from such a small machine.
What makes the engine go?
Desire, desire, desire.
The longing for the dance
stirs in the buried life.
One season only,
______________and it's done.
So let the battered old willow
thrash against the windowpanes
and the house timbers creak.
Darling, do you remember
the man you married? Touch me,
remind me who I am.
Monday, June 06, 2005
yes is a pleasant country:
yes is a pleasant country:
if's wintry
(my lovely)
let's open the year
both is the very weather
(not either)
my treasure,
when violets appear
love is a deeper season
than reason;
my sweet one
(and april's where we're)
by e. e. cummings
if's wintry
(my lovely)
let's open the year
both is the very weather
(not either)
my treasure,
when violets appear
love is a deeper season
than reason;
my sweet one
(and april's where we're)
by e. e. cummings
Friday, April 22, 2005
Photography
The sheets still
in the bed where I knew you.
The formula for landscape
is one-third sky two-thirds land:
the lumber-wanting forest
turns itself carnal.
In the love scene
the cool breath of bed sheets lifts
and my heart is a muscular door stop
shifting under your hand,
the sheets remaking me.
Through the door
the unstopped night
will come. The bed
soon inclement and bleached with snow
will still. While reading
I will concentrate on the falling asleep
I must do. My body
is a tunnel I hide in whenever the sky
turns particular.
You buy clothes to wear
that have never touched the skin
of other men. I take
a picture about it.
By RICHARD FOX
Date Unknown
in the bed where I knew you.
The formula for landscape
is one-third sky two-thirds land:
the lumber-wanting forest
turns itself carnal.
In the love scene
the cool breath of bed sheets lifts
and my heart is a muscular door stop
shifting under your hand,
the sheets remaking me.
Through the door
the unstopped night
will come. The bed
soon inclement and bleached with snow
will still. While reading
I will concentrate on the falling asleep
I must do. My body
is a tunnel I hide in whenever the sky
turns particular.
You buy clothes to wear
that have never touched the skin
of other men. I take
a picture about it.
By RICHARD FOX
Date Unknown
Friday, April 08, 2005
A poem, by Curtis Tuckey
The smog that hides the stars above,
The gun that shoots the flying dove,
The piercing knife and strangling glove:
These are the lasting emblems of
Your love.
Date Unknown
The gun that shoots the flying dove,
The piercing knife and strangling glove:
These are the lasting emblems of
Your love.
Date Unknown
An excerpt from the book "Naive. Super" by Erlend Loe
-
"Walking a dog in the streets of New York is absurd. But it gives me perspective. Lots of it. I'm so far away from home. In a big city. All the people. And I am only one. The only thing I can be sure of at any given time is what I am thinking myself. I have no idea what the others are thinking. Do they think space is big and dangerous? I do. What do they believe in? I think nobody ought to be alone. That one should be with someone. With friends. With the person one loves. I think it is important to love. I think it is the most important thing."
Translated from the Norwegian.
"Walking a dog in the streets of New York is absurd. But it gives me perspective. Lots of it. I'm so far away from home. In a big city. All the people. And I am only one. The only thing I can be sure of at any given time is what I am thinking myself. I have no idea what the others are thinking. Do they think space is big and dangerous? I do. What do they believe in? I think nobody ought to be alone. That one should be with someone. With friends. With the person one loves. I think it is important to love. I think it is the most important thing."
Translated from the Norwegian.
Monday, March 28, 2005
There were full glasses on the table
-
There were full glasses on the table
that first night, and your scent
was faint, but sweet.
Our conversation went something like,
"no, better... usually alone...
no, worse... happy...
something like that... yes."
Something like that... yes.
You were endearing.
Our glasses were filled
again and again
and then they were empty.
The night became warm
but we were no longer thirsty.
There were full glasses on the table
that first night, and your scent
was faint, but sweet.
Our conversation went something like,
"no, better... usually alone...
no, worse... happy...
something like that... yes."
Something like that... yes.
You were endearing.
Our glasses were filled
again and again
and then they were empty.
The night became warm
but we were no longer thirsty.
Saturday, March 05, 2005
There Were Multiple Things We Did
-
in all the wrong order.
Dissatisfied
with the functioning of things
we get the vague urge
to tinker.
We were wrong when we said
there is always time--
study the structure
of a crowd:
someone is always leaving
or coming back;
someone is always lost or missing.
--Written by Richard Fox
Date unknown
in all the wrong order.
Dissatisfied
with the functioning of things
we get the vague urge
to tinker.
We were wrong when we said
there is always time--
study the structure
of a crowd:
someone is always leaving
or coming back;
someone is always lost or missing.
--Written by Richard Fox
Date unknown
Thursday, March 03, 2005
The Eye is Dark-Adapted
-
& the weight of weather
is supported by someone's watching eye.
Something potential readies itself.
Because I photograph this glass of ice again & again
just to see how it looks photographed
I will never have to look anything in the eye again.
Inside there are ceilings
because someone misses
having the sky. There are notions
collecting overhead
because someone sleeps square
beneath the fluted lighting fixture
pretty as a wedding cake
hanging in the dark.
The night inflates itself
after daylight stutters. A luna moth
slips into a streetlamp
overspun with a rash of spider mites
& takes a piece of the moon.
There is a technique to sadness
just as there is to photography;
I remember each step in the mechanics:
first there is the thing which saddens
next memory is engaged all penny dreadful
then there is always at least one problem to be solved:
how do I do this
how do I do that
will I need to remember this
how?
Written by Richard Fox
Date Unknown
& the weight of weather
is supported by someone's watching eye.
Something potential readies itself.
Because I photograph this glass of ice again & again
just to see how it looks photographed
I will never have to look anything in the eye again.
Inside there are ceilings
because someone misses
having the sky. There are notions
collecting overhead
because someone sleeps square
beneath the fluted lighting fixture
pretty as a wedding cake
hanging in the dark.
The night inflates itself
after daylight stutters. A luna moth
slips into a streetlamp
overspun with a rash of spider mites
& takes a piece of the moon.
There is a technique to sadness
just as there is to photography;
I remember each step in the mechanics:
first there is the thing which saddens
next memory is engaged all penny dreadful
then there is always at least one problem to be solved:
how do I do this
how do I do that
will I need to remember this
how?
Written by Richard Fox
Date Unknown
Saturday, February 12, 2005
The Dead
This morning
I made my way through the cemetery.
The flowers,
roses of many colors,
like the ones we bought together.
I don't know why I thought he would be waiting,
sitting on his patch of grass,
smiling at me.
When I arrived,
he was of course not sitting there.
But then, I of course
did not expect to see him there. I of course
was not at the cemetery today.
No one has died,
but today, I felt that someone had.
Written February 12, 2005
I made my way through the cemetery.
The flowers,
roses of many colors,
like the ones we bought together.
I don't know why I thought he would be waiting,
sitting on his patch of grass,
smiling at me.
When I arrived,
he was of course not sitting there.
But then, I of course
did not expect to see him there. I of course
was not at the cemetery today.
No one has died,
but today, I felt that someone had.
Written February 12, 2005
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
[a fragment poem, based on found text] By Richard Fox
-
It is very good to bathe in such weather as today,
when the sun slightly slept
I can not speak anything concrete.
I am compelled to you to speak good-bye,
still interesting and clear.
I have gone still today, into a garden:
there is a monkey wrench in the thorn room.
In the street, in a shadow:
here the present is warm
and lucklessness has developed so
that I have lost loved persons, places and things.
It was huge to mountain
when I learned what it was lost.
In the head may not come at all that
I have an inclination to the grave:
we are very much adhered from childhood.
The inclination practically never deceived me.
Also I think what she has brought me now
and now. On this I would like to add a word:
eyes at me brown; hair, on a nature, dark.
Written by Richard Fox
Date Unknown
It is very good to bathe in such weather as today,
when the sun slightly slept
I can not speak anything concrete.
I am compelled to you to speak good-bye,
still interesting and clear.
I have gone still today, into a garden:
there is a monkey wrench in the thorn room.
In the street, in a shadow:
here the present is warm
and lucklessness has developed so
that I have lost loved persons, places and things.
It was huge to mountain
when I learned what it was lost.
In the head may not come at all that
I have an inclination to the grave:
we are very much adhered from childhood.
The inclination practically never deceived me.
Also I think what she has brought me now
and now. On this I would like to add a word:
eyes at me brown; hair, on a nature, dark.
Written by Richard Fox
Date Unknown
Friday, January 07, 2005
You are late of autumn, By Richard Fox
You are late of autumn
& one after my own heart:
a penny for your thought.
The world will trend
the way it will under linden,
under juniper: I’ll always
think of you as I pretend
to eat the living air or pull
an origami swan out of nowhere
or out of someone’s ear.
--Date unknown
& one after my own heart:
a penny for your thought.
The world will trend
the way it will under linden,
under juniper: I’ll always
think of you as I pretend
to eat the living air or pull
an origami swan out of nowhere
or out of someone’s ear.
--Date unknown
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